Sadhguru - being joyous is of higher scale than being loving.

Nov 14 aft

These days truly can't read in my room.
My normal routine is to do some reading before sitting with my shrine with Devi's Gudi and Dhynalinga yantra and do some journal of those phrases that catches me.
But now with Sadhguru's sannidhi, I can't.
Somehow the energy will draw me and I find myself just closing any book I read, even books from Sadhguru.
Been reading Sadhguru's book, Don't polish your ignorance.
Loads of insights..but can't journal it.

This was what I read yesterday.

Sadhguru
You are just playing with life.
When u want to play, play your game in such a way that it brings joyousness to yourself and everybody around you.
Maybe you cannot liberate them, but at least you  can make a joyous situation around you. Somebody who can be happy all the time, at least he has liberated some part of his nonsense. He is not absolutely free but he is free from lots of nonsense. So play a game that is conducive for ur situation and in some way, if it is not ultimate liberation, at least it frees a few people.

When u sing, maybe somebody who has got hell of a lot of problems in life, at least those 5 minutes, forget his problems and is happy listening to your song. Let that be your intention.
Now if you can simply sing out of joy, you do not need any intention.
But if that kind of joyousness has not come into you, sing with the intention of creating happiness for somebody.
The intention of creating joy for somebody, I would put on a lower scale than u simply bursting forth in joy. It is a lower sclae, but it is better than singing for fame. It is better than singing to be somebody in the world. It is better than tyring to enhance or establish urself through ur singing.
So, just see what you see is possible for urself and go by that.

Soul
When I read this. I see this as me bursting out of joy in my sadhana and hence I don't feel the the need to create an ambience for others sadhana to flower.
Thats why I prefer to be participant in Sathsang rather than to be the Sathsang guide itself. It much easier for me to flourish as a meditator than to flourish others from guiding them.

Sadhguru
So sing with the intention of being a mother to the world. Maybe somebody thinks your song is a stupid song. It is okay you sing.

Soul
this is the oath of being with Sannidhi.
This is also my mantra. To share when I want to, need not worry about how others receive or whether it is appreciated. Main thing is to give when I want to.
Just now just giving the converted file to P, she was so happy.
Father, I just give when I can..and in my case when I want to.
No interest to be in local lead, just want to support where I can.
Now that I know I am complex, I know that I don't want to be in local Lead but I am okay with giving support and ideas; that is giving when I want to.

Sadhguru
Out of love, you sing. If joy is not possible, at lest step down to love, caring.
Unfortunately you have placed it the other way round. People think love is much higher than joyousness.
If a person is joyous, he need not even be loving. It is fine.
His presence is fine.
Some of the people who always claim that they love everybody are unbearable, isn't it.

Soul
Father, exactly.
Yes, when I am joyous...but not so loving..others judged me.
Even Pe said that if my spiritual path doesn't make me loving, then I am on the wrong track.
For years, I also judge myself..
I told myself...I am happy only...but no loving..so whats the transformation. Guess, thats the belief that when u are spiritual, u beomce loving..normally no mention u becoming joyous..
Except for Sadhguru who said joyous.
Amen..another one lifted
I am truly on the right path..of being joyous, not of being loving.