INFJs rarely at complete peace

Oct 20 aft

Not sure but something not okay with my body. My left side is stiff especially shoulder. Now the right side of head feel heavy with heat. Can feel heat even at the left corner of my eyes. Head feel heavy.

After the Osho tarot card reading I feel better.

The Outsider card is something I received on my first reading. It has shown up whenever I feel uncertain especially during the period with Z. Nowadays much lesser.
Guess I m facing it now as after Sannidhi, the mind asking what's next, what's my transformation. Well there is none but my body feel refreshed for sadhana and sadhana is effortless and knowing Sadhguru with me. So all the benefits, definitely value for money.

To do a proper Shakti, no rest and to have so little tots is precious to me.

Oh yes, the lesson is that I can give myself whatever I need to be happy. That's a tall order. Also overcome fear of loss of validation from family. They now okay with my shrine. They still think I m bit crazy but it's okay.

INFJ by humanmetrics
They are perfectionist who doubts that they are living up to their full potential. INFJs are rarely at complete peace within themselves and the world around them. They believe in constant growth and don't take the time to revel in their accomplishments.

Soul
True.

INFJ
INFJs constantly seeking meaning and purpose in everything.
Idealistic and highly principled.
They are complex and deep.
Reserved about expressing their true selves.
They are intense and tightly wound.

Soul
Mmm. No wonder RA.

INFJ
They are natural leaders
They have such strong value systems and persistent intuitive visions which lend them a sense of "knowing", they do best in positions in which they are leaders, rather than followers. Although they can happily follow individuals who are leading a directions which the INFJ fully supports, they will very unhappy following in any other situations.

Soul
True.
I told Pa that I can't work in ashram. I can only be director, me not a worker.
Even my climb in corporate ladder, it's because I don't want to follow rather than I want to lead. Being a leader is what makes me happy. I m not a good follower.

INFJ definition of success.
They are intense and perfectionist. They have deep insights into many aspects of life and usually very high standards for their own understanding and accomplishment as well as those of others.
They strive for the ideal in every aspects of their life.
Their feeling of success is centered around their own level of understanding and accomplishment, their usefulness or service to others, and the conditions of their personal relationships.
The INFJ feels successful when they use their very deep understanding of something to do a real service for someone.
We often see INFJ personality types as counsellors and teachers or in the medical and health fields.