Sadhguru - with clarity, less self-created melodrama

Oct 26

Woke up around 6 am, feeling loving.
Silently said I loved Z and I did start to love Y. Goodbye to both of them.
Now I love myself

Did Bhuta Shuddi. Spend longer time in quiet moment.
Then adjourned to the garden for my morning walk.
When I wore my sports shoes, can feel slight pain on my right toes, so I know I go easy.
The left back ankle is still stiff.

Did two rounds of walk, couldn't do the staircase.
This was a lovely walk, very little tots, just enjoying the presence of the trees.
It was a peaceful walk.

Came back to house and clean up the shrine.
Clean up the copper plates and Gudi.
Clean up Sannidhi.
It was a nice clean feeling.
Did a deep Shoonya after my shower.

Later had a long drive for lunch with family. Nice time spending with family.
Amen.

Was updating my blog. Got this from my blog back in Oct 7
Sadhguru

The more sincere you are with yourself, the clearer you will see things and the less melodrama you will create in order to make your life more intense and interesting. Without all the melodrama, you will become freer and freer, and you will quickly become less entangled. You will cut away one encumbering rope at a time. Then you will rise to higher and higher elevated realities.

If you do not become absolutely straight with yourself, it may take a lifetime to deal with every little thing that disturbs you before you finally come to the point where you realize that all your worry is not getting you anywhere. That is a waste of your time -- and of life.

Soul
Thats whre I am now.
There are tots, there unconscious tots and reactions.
But in making decision to act, I am more concsious.
I am more aware of unwanted melodrama for myself and others in action.
So releasing whatever not necessary for my peaceful life.