Sannidhi pooja

Oct 20 eve

Got off at 5 pm, my new working hours now changed to 9 am to 5 pm instead of 6 pm.
Got back in time to do my pooja.

My left shoulder and head is so stiff. Hope the pooja can help. Yes, it did help to ease it. The stiffness and heat has reduced. Feel lighter after the pooja.

As I light the incense, tears just start to fall. Then laughter came followed by silence. All happen in 5 minutes.
This time chant the sequence correctly.
The guru song was so soothing. I find my body easing into it. Brahmanda, I felt Sadhguru presence and I cried for him.

This time just savouring the presence. Did Shoonya, went in deep. Did ten minutes of breathing, very nice.
This is the first time I did sadhana after pooja. Now no longer feel like rushing out. Now just melting in.

Sadhguru
When we talk about a spiritual process, we are talking about shifting from psychological to existential. Life is about the creation that is here, knowing it absolutely and experiencing it the way it is; not distorting it the way you want.
If you want to move into existential reality, to put it very simply, you just have to see that what you think is not important, what you feel is not important. What you think has nothing to do with reality. It has no great relevance to life. It is just chattering away with nonsense that you have gathered from somewhere else. If you think it is important, you will never look beyond that. Your attention naturally flows in the direction of whatever you hold as important. If your thought and your emotion is important, naturally your whole attention will be right there. But that is a psychological reality. That has nothing to do with the existential.

Soul
Yes, psychological vs existential. That's the key.
Today budget meeting I was quite focus on me and boss getting higher salary. I told regional that we always plan for others but never for ourselves.

Regional said they plan for me to take the other sister company. Frankly not keen to slought. Suddenly realised we can increase the profit to make bonus this year as next year is really tough.
Father, now focus on rewarding myself.
Today was Seven of Diamonds.

The Seven of Diamonds
The Seven of Diamonds is one of the spiritual money cards. When it appears we are always confronted with how attached we are to our money and given an opportunity to experience the real prosperity that comes with an attitude of gratitude.

Whether it is about money, plans to make money, or love, situations will present themselves that test our faith in the abundance of the universe. By realizing and then releasing our fears, we can transform our attachment into total fearlessness and personal freedom.