Driving new big car to work

May 28

Father, the drive was fine cos less cars due to school holiday. But I feel good with the car. The car fits me. Parking at office is fine but car park just enough. Going up 4 floor of curves was not so easy. I need some time to adjust. I be ok soon.

Today I woke up, feeling alert. Felt like lazing around. Don't want to do hata. I forced myself to wake up to do but after the electricity goes off after I wash up. So, I just slept back and wake up at 5.15 am to do shakti and shambavi. Tots were flowing and practice is not so smooth. But I was laughing during aum chanting.
Z said my laughing is imagination. It is not, it just bubble up and most times least expected. Even when I am with him, I don't feel that much pleasure but the laughter just erupt.

Sadhguru
Now if u just walk like this, not knowing where the next step is, spiritually, it is a very powerful experience.
The whole spiritual process is just this: that u r willing to take the next step not knowing where it will lead u. If u r not ready for that, that means u r not ready for any new possibility.

Soul
I guess that's where I am. I am feeling bit disheartened. I have come far but so what. Father, now I understand why Sadhguru creates activities, it is to keep one on path.
Anyway, I may go back in early July once my team in new company is settled.

Sadhguru
If u r functioning unconsciously, ur karma rules absolutely. If u bring a certain level of awareness into ur life, the power of karma over ur life weakens.
But when u r talking about life beyond the body, there is no discretion. So, at this stage, karma rules absolutely. If u have pleasant karma inside of u, it gets magnified and u become pleasurable. This is what we refer to as heaven. Heaven is not a geographical place. It is right here. It is an inner state.