Worrying about having to go back to Isha leadership

Jun 28

Father, I woke up at 4.30 am, feeling ok despite sleeping at nearly 12 am. But I just don't want to do my practices. I want to take a break.
However, I do admit, I feel better with practices.

Father, I was disappointed with the core team. They let me continue instead of stopping me. Anyway, I just stopped here lah. Honestly what I see is that they are not able to garner support from the group. They are doing on stand alone basis, small scale. Can I do it? Yes. But I don't want to do it as I have enough on my plate. Doing it will cause me unhappiness.

Father, I think C won't be coming in as Sathsang guide. All her tactics are just delaying it. She has difficulty in saying no. I told P and she didn't disagree.