Learning to ignore my mind

May 29

Father, I woke up before alarm rang. I slept around 10.30 pm. Of course, mind tot why I want to wake up so early, why not sleep. I just hear it and recalled this week Osho's card of Mind - too much thinking.

I ignored it and did my practice. I didn't feel like doing suria and I just did asanas. I did doze a bit and finished off just before 7 am.

I drove my car to work, getting more at ease with my car; the turnings at the car park is getting smoother.

Yday reading about next year's Ruling, King of Spades in Long Range and Queen of Spades in Pluto - instead of seeing the opportunities, I saw the challenge. I guess I am still on the lazy mode.

On the car plate number. I have never noticed other people's car plate number and most of the time I cannot even remember I would need to record the number. I don't have an affinity with numbers and hence I never specify any special number for car plate. And just because a few people commented, now I suddenly noticed. At first tot this may affect the value of my car but I will be sending to dealer and hence not considered. So much drama in my mind over something that has never materialised before. My mind is really working overtime.

Father, I don't know where I am going but I just know I don't want to go back. I have connected with nature of Universe and my self nature and I don't want to lose it. So, come what may, practices is still a must.