Saturday, July 28, 2012

Mental suffering...all over nothing

Jul 7

Father, I was sad. But I am better now. Just did my practices. Now tot of long range is King of Spades.

Yea, looks like I got to take a leadership role.

I received a text msg to call P and tot she wanted to apologise. I couldn't call back as I was still feeling hurt. Then when I saw her this morning, I avoided her.

Father, I had such mind suffering the whole day. It stopped during facial as I was too tired to keep up with it. I just focus on my breathe and let it be. When I am done, I went for a hair wash.

Father, thank U. When I realised it was the friendship, the sense of rejection that I feel, I know the friendship was intact. I replied her and she called back.
I tot she would apologise but looks like she didn't even tot of it at all. She just wanted my help with our meditator K. Such anti-climax for my mind suffering.


Jul 7 Eve
Father, what a day. It started with the drama in my mind. And it ended well with distribution of Isha flyer.
I found some lovely food too, thanks to M.

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