Feeling happy

May 25

Father, I woke up around 5 am. Tot it was early and so I slept for another half an hour. I did my practice and shower. I am looking forward to meeting Z. It has been nearly one month since we last meet.

Z is on a 52 days period of Venus, Five of Spades that talks of change.

Me, still on my Neptune, Eight of Diamonds.

Father, I am feeling happy. Something bubbling inside me. I am even planning half day off. Go for a swim and etc.
Sadhguru shared about his laughing mother. I felt a sense of comfort. I used to feel odd for lauging. But I am fine now.

Sadhguru
When we say exploring "mysticism", we are only looking at how to enhance our perception. We are not looking for God; we are not looking for the Truth, mukti or nirvana. We are just seeing how to enhance our perception from where it is to the next stage.