Trying to stay positive

Jun 29

Father, I didn't do hata today. I slept about 12 pm and hence I woke up 5.45 am to do my guru pooja, bit of breathing and shakti and shambavi. By the time I finished was about 7.10 am. 1 and half hour.

I feel better with the meditation. I was feeling frustrated and I am sure SL feels the same. We needed to set up and at the same time clean the house in order. But here E likes to throw a spanner or two.

My negative tot would be to leave at year end. Like Sl said for Finance person, we want to streamline and get to routine. If things are always messy, people won't stay.

My positive tot would be just to spear ahead once I am confident.
I will focus on the P & L, only I can get it off him.
I also realised that we do what we can and stay on track and don't let him shake us too much. It is only when I want to fulfill his request that we got lost.

A tot came, while this is not good, it was not as bad as when I was in old company. This is second worst. I tot God want me to suffer, and I survived and shine. So, this is second worst and next year I am on a King. I just need to stay positive.

I recalled I avoided regional role, avoided outsource and now double impact, coupled with such an ambitious boss. Triple whammy. Yea, I am meant to be someone greater. I used to think I can't drive big car and now I am comfortably driving one.

Two of Diamonds
We often need the association of others in order to achieve our financial goals. The Two of Diamonds will encourage us to develop relationships that are mutually beneficial between ourselves and others in our business and financial life. The most success comes with this card when we adopt a Win-Win attitude towards all our business dealings.