Tot of leaving new company and going back to old company

Jul 3 Eve

Father, what a birthday. I was crying on my way back. So much stress.

Yea, with E like that, there is no way I can have part time work. Whereas, with S, I can still have that.

Like I told E, I am a wrong hire. Anyway, let's continue till end Dec and I will then decide. By then I will have fulfill my commitment to WY and my commitment to the team that I have set up.

My rship with E is still good. Him not replying to my birthday sms just reinforced why I won't have my part time.

Just now I tot of having to sell my Teana. But then I can afford it. If I do stop work at year end, I can do a refinance and make it longer. I am wondering how much FD I have.

Father, this is a sign that I wanted to quit. But such irony, I have Teana. Frankly without T, I may have quit immediately. But maybe not cos I cannot just leave my team like that. Anyway, 6 months to go.

Father, I just told my younger sis about selling her my new car at year end.

Had a chat with Z. He so sweet. His battery was down and so he sms me instead. He said it was my birthday and he don't want to miss it.