Holding on to my Dream of 3 days week

Jul 5
Father, I put my alarm at 5.30 am today since I slept nearly 12 am yesterday. No need to be gung ho. I am well rested. I now know that my practices is work too.

I told E, I too am excited about the biz and we do work well together. Besides both my cards are Diamonds and my Ruling in Ace of Diamonds - even more keen on work.

But I just want to be. My wish is still to work 3 days week.

Diamond Heart - Book 3
Stop striving after all kinds of things; stop dreaming, scheming, planning, working, achieving, attempting, moving, manipulating, trying to be something, trying to get somewhere.
U forget the simplest, most obvious thing which is to be here. If u r not in ur body, u miss the source of all significance, meaning and satisfaction. We miss who we are, which is fundamentally beingness, existence.
If we are not here, we exist on the fringes of reality. We don't sufficiently value simply being. Instead we value what we want to accomplish, or what we want to possess. It is our biggest mistake.

When we are really present, the presence itself is made out of fullness, contentment and blissful pleasure.

We think that we will have pleasure or delight if we fulfill a certain plan, if a certain dream comes true, if someone we care for likes us, if we take a wonderful trip. This attitude is an insult to who we are. We are the pleasure, we are the joy, we are the most profound significance and the highest value.

When we understand this, we see that its ridiculous to think that we will get pleasure and joy through these external things, by doing this or that, or receiving approval or love from this or that person. We see then that we have been misinformed; we have been barking at the wrong tree.

Soul
Me, slowly seeing that.

Diamond Heart - book 3
Happiness, value and pleasure are not the result of anything. These qualities are part of our fundamental nature. If we simply allow ourselves to be, this is our natural experience.

The only thing we need to do is to let ourselves be.

Soul
I know. That's what I experienced when I sit for my practices, when I just enjoying my coffee.
This series of book I bought and read back in 2004. In that year, I can only relate to Book 1 and 2 and now I can relate to Book 3, with Isha's tool. Thanks to Sadhguru.

Diamond Heart - Book 3
The existence, this delight, is the very centre of reality, all the time.
We constantly put our attention on whether the situation is what we want or don't want. Is it good or bad? But the significance of any experience is our mere presence, nothing else. The content of any experience is simply an external manifestation of that central presence.

What stops u from being, from being present, is nothing.