Friday, July 20, 2012

Truth makes everything beautiful

Jun 4 Aft

Father, a certain calm is settling over me. When I told SL that will wrest over the P & L control from E, she said I am so ambitious. I don't think I am, I am just doing what is right.

Diamond Heart - Book 1
Joy is the presence of curiosity. It is the presence of discovery. Then u can see not just the Work, not just ur effort, but all of existence as beautiful, intricate, exquisite field. The beauty, this magnificence, includes everything in it, including ugliness. U can see an ugliness so ugly that it is beautiful, because u r seeing the truth. The truth is what makes things beautiful.

Evening
Father, I resigned myself to the fact of my rship with Z. I resigned myself to the fact that my fear of eventual sadness is the cause of me keep on pushing for a break up. For now, I cannot break it up on my own. It is easier for him to break us up.

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