7thunders - 2

Jan 19 Eve

7thunders
Jacks, Kings and Queen doesn't bow down to people.

Soul
Z is a Ruling Jack of Diamonds. Me, a Ruling Ace of diamonds and Destiny Queen of Diamonds. We both don't bow to people.

7thunders
Ace of Diamonds are uncomfortable to be Moon to people.

Soul
True. I normally don't like to be in supporting role.

7thunders
Venus
Three of Club - The Writer Card
They are such to have some emotional losses which are destined and karmic in nature.
They may repeatedly attract those uncertain about making commitment one way or the other.
If they see the emotional losses as 'completions' and graduations to a higher level, they can avoid disappointment.
They can have love whenever they make a firm decision and refuse to accept less than what they truly want.
Their love has the potential to be realised on a more universal level.
If they utilise their inheritance of spiritual knowledge, much success can be realised. They  are here to be transformers of energy - worry into creativity and fear into faith. 
Soul
Yea, Z is gone. Just a dream. 
Let me use my worry about sadness over Z into my writing.

Let me turn my fear into faith.

Today I met an attractive guy aged 48 and yet can pass of for mid thirties, same as me. There is hope for me. I guess part of me is hammering myself, wish I met Z when I was in thirties. But I truly like myself and doesn't want to go back in time. I m a lovely, courageous and joyful person.