Trust leads to Faith..and results in action

Jan 20 Eve
Its been 9 days since my last msg to Z and nearly one month since he broke off with me.

Just now I had dinner with some new meditators. One of them also start searching when he was down.

Today P did a good job for IK. I was bit slighted that I cannot go into the hall. Later I realised its because I asked to be low profile. So, she is following my wishes. I guess the Outsider Card is raised.

Father, guide me on what is my true calling. I tot just earning 3 days week is my calling and writing is my part time hobby. If my job is my calling, I wouldn't have asked for a 3 days week.

Osho
Just as there is gravitation, there is also levitation. Water uses the principle of grace to lift things up. It never drowns things on its own.

It is not hard to swim; u simply need to have trust in the water. After trashing around with ur hands and feet for about two to three days, u will gain this trust and know that there is no need to be nervous, that the water doesn't drown u. As soon as ur doubt fades, u begin to swim.
Faith comes and u swim.
U acquire both faith and the ability to swim at the same time. Now all u need is a little more acquaintance with water, a little more familiarity. 

Soul
I knew when I have faith I can swim.
I need to have Faith in life.
It is not to have Faith card person. 
Such irony, only when I broke up with Z back in mid Sept that I took up breast strokes lesson again in November.
And now Z broke off with me in mid December, I managed to unravel the secret of breast strokes in mid January.

Osho
Swimming is not a learning; rather, it is a truth of life. Once u become acquainted with it, u cannot forget it.
Once u have known divine, u can never forget it. Once u have entered meditation, u cannot undo it.
Once u have tasted love, u cannot turn away from it.
Once the ray of prayer descends upon u, u cannot forget it.
The divine is not something u learn; u cannot forget it. It is our intrinsic self-nature.

In swimming, when ur intrinsic nature and the intrinsic nature of the water fall into a harmony, u can just lie there, not moving ur hands and feet, and the water will keep u supported. There is no need to move ur body even a little. A harmony has happened, a perfect tuning has taken place.