Finally open up and put my pix

Dec 30
Father, just did my walk in the park after a 3 weeks break. It was so lovely. I felt the energy from the flowing water in the man made lake, the greenness of grass, the trees, my breathes. Very little tots, just me and the nature in the park. A sense of contentment arise. Just feeling one.

Had a tot of Z and I knew m not willing to pay the price of having a child. I just want to be myself.

Wow, Y just did inner engineering in August and now very on. She looks great. I m happy for her but she can be bit preachy. Or perhaps its me, I don't share much about Isha. She said she had always wondered about our purpose in life and now she got answer.  I asked her to join our sathsang.

Just had a lovely long session with fellow meditators, L and M. It was great sharing and we can be open with each other. M shared with us the energetic temple she now frequented. It is like an answer to my prayer as I wish for a guru Pooja place that I can go weekly.

When I was driving back, I tot I finally can live without Z.

Also, I finally open up and put up my pix in what's app. This is a new beginning for me. Amen.