Facing uncertainty - no response from Z

Jan 5
Mmm, good swim. My breast strokes are getting better. Had bit of laugh at the pool.

Jan 5 Eve
Sadhguru
Ur emotions, ur tots is yours, so it is up to you to make it the way u want to, u can make it sweet.

Soul
Within my heart, I believed Z and I are made for each other, we r so compatible. We always experience joy and bliss when we r together.

Osho
In the relationship of love, u always blame the other if something goes wrong. If something is not happening as it should, the other is responsible. This will destroy the whole possibility of future growth.

Remember: you are always responsible, and change yourself. Drop those qualities which create trouble. Make love a self-transfornation.

Once the possibility is open in u, it will open the other. We create the feeling in the other.  When lovers are close, immediately tits go jumping from one to the other.

If u take love as sadhana, don't say the other is wrong. Just try to find out: somewhere, something must be wrong in u, just drop that wrongness. It is going to be difficult as it is against ego. It is going to be difficult because it will hurt ur pride. It is going to be difficult because this will not be dominating, possessing. This will destroy the ego - that's why it is going to be difficult.

Soul
Now I knew why I was disturbed today. After 3 messages, still no response from Z. The old me would have reacted. But I remember my commitment. So, I persevere. I tot just changed, my personality can be changed. Thanks for the msg.

Osho,
But destruction of the ego is the point, the goal. From wherever u like to approach the inner world, - from love, from meditation, from yoga, from prayer - whatsoever the path u choose, the goal is the same: the destruction of the ego, throwing it away.

Soul
Let me persevere.