Jun 3
Father, mind said Z didn't reply my msg cos he wants to hold back so we cannot get close. I replied that its because he want to control the rship. He doesn't want us to be too close, complete cycle and I will end the rship. He wants to control as he wants to prolong the rship.
This is my irritation and frustration. I am a Fixer. Why can't we just go all the way, have our fun and then end it. Why prolong it? But that's my lesson. So, I will abide by the game. He wants to play it cool, I can too. Besides I want to focus on my career now.
Was having bfast. Thinking about Z. Well, let's be positive. Instead of viewing his silence as negative. Perhaps he is thinking about me. Just like I am even if I don't contact him.
Father, I will never be happy if I don't follow my happy list. If I don't fulfill my destiny. Even if I had Z, it would not be. My main thing would be to fulfill my purpose.
Its true what Z and I had seem to be what I wrote in my Vision book. But we are not a couple, so no commitment, means no growth. And as long as we don't breach this, we can't go far. Our journey is delayed. What I know is that he is the door opener. The ending I am not sure but what I know this rship heals both of us. There is nothing to lose even if ends.
Eight of Club
When it appears, we have the opportunity to fix our mind on certain goals and objectives. It is the card of focus of the mind. Out of that focus and concentration, success is assured.
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