Cosmic Reward - I am lovable even in ending

Jun 8 Aft

Father, this morning practice. I cried loads after I sent out the msg to Z and then I laughed. I also laughed in the end. It has been quite awhile since I laugh. I had some singing.

Just now when I did shoonya, I also laughed. Father, my declaration of defeat liberates me. There is no response from Z and yet surprisingly I am not bothered. Previously, I would be triggered by his non response over a simple msg. And here, I am not bothered at all over such a declaration msg. It can go either way. He could wake up and realised he want me still or he could just run as he doesn't want to make me sad. Either way he cares for me.

Father, I am fine. A breakthrough. A breakup that is so liberating.

Father, I have never tot of me as being a couple. I want to now. I will materialised it. I am lovable, I got both substance and form and thanks to Z, I know I am also good in other areas. I am prepared.

Its ironic, my rship with Z ended when I am liberated from the past with my brother.

The Science of Mind
The person who has learned to love all people will find plenty of people who will return that love.
As we attract to us, what we first become, until we learn to love, we are not sending out love vibrations and not until we send out those vibrations can we receive love in return.

Soul
I like people and people like me too. I am helpful and people helpful to me. I gave joy to people.
Now, I will attract my partner. I want to be in a relationship. Will see my Vision Book. Z has fulfilled most of it except money and he is not a willing partner. But since I found it in Z, I will attract it fully.

The Science of Mind
We live in Mind and It can return to us only what we think into It. If we r thinking of ourselves as poor and needy, then Mind has no choice but to return what we have tot into it.
It is done unto u as u believe.

Tots of failure, limitation or poverty are negative and must be counted out of our lives for all time. We must have a receptive and positive faith in the evidence of things not seen with the physical eye but which are eternal in the heavens. All is Mind, and we must provide a receptive avenue for IT, as IT passes out through us into the outer expression of our affairs.

If we allow the world's opinion to control our thinking, then that will be our demonstration!
If, on the other hand, we rise superior to the world, we shall create a new pattern.

Nothing is real unless we make it real. Nothing can touch us unless we let it touch us.

Soul
Father, I love me. Even if no one does, I do. I will take care of the child in me. I will let my whole being be expressed, a total me.

Despite this breakup with Z, I still feel lovable. Amazing breakthru.

The Science of Mind
The subjective state of tot is a power always at work; it is the result of the sum total of all beliefs, consciously and unconsciously held. The subjective state of all tot may be consciously changed through right mental action. The conscious tot controls the subconscious and, in its turn, the subconscious controls conditions.