Cosmic Reward - benefits from ending (8) _ Natal Chart

Jun 19 Eve

Whenever its nearing night fall, sadness crept in as another day passed since our separation. I still want him loads.
But this time, the sadness didn't exacerbate as my expectation of him has dwindled loads since I saw the mirror.
I am still not sure how and when I can open up on my writing. But I only know I don't want to be like Z. I don't want my fear of unhappiness to drive me.

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4 or more planets in Earth signs
If u find that u r becoming bored or depressed, you should realised that ur values are misplaced and that ur sense of security is false. If u r not happy, change ur status quo and embrace the unknown. When paralysed by fears and inhibitions, breathe deeply and move slowly and deliberately towards what you want.

Soul
I did it with Z. Perhaps now its time I did it with my writing.

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Five or more planets in fixed signs
Once u make up ur mind and are willing to pay the price, u usually get what u want. It may take time and u may have to overcome obstacles, but that is no matter. If u r committed, u r a powerhouse. After u overcome inertia, u r persevering, steady and stable.

Soul
I used to think its true. And with Z, I did persevere until it is time to end. Anyway, this is a good support.

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Extraordinary communication skills.
U r a "Mercurial Character"
Pay attention to themes of "twoness" and u can double ur good luck. Example, u can double ur income by developing skill as paid speaker and published author.

Supertalent and miraculous success
You have enough inspiration and originality to last a lifetime and beyond. U r so blessed that u make a natural minister. U r both wise and psychic. U be very good on stage.

Soul
That's good to hear as part of my fear is running out of juice for writing. My writing is based on real experiences resulting in me finding the insights. What if there is nothing to spur me and writing stopped.

Fantasy force is turned within
You are a bit self-absorbed with past difficulties and anger from the past. Sometimes u sail on wave after wave of uncharted space. In order to stay focused u need an annual retreat to distill ur inspiration and ur creative. U can make daydreams real. Its your choice; u can be a channel for higher or lower spiritual forces.

Soul
Yeap, I decide on higher forces. Just now suddenly checked on Z's msg and noted that he put on a funny msg, asking people to be kind. I laughed as I tot he is asking me to be kind. Anyway, I remembered we r off, so immediately did the mantra of affirmation, releasing him.

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Self-expression cooperates what will be.
Leave something that will survive ur name, Joy.
Ur work could put ur in the public spotlight. U do well in a field where u can express the full force of ur personality. U r likely to accomplish something great. Powerful people will become ur friends and allies.

Soul
That's great support too!

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Instinct cooperate with concepts.
U have natural sales abilities. You can sell ideas, goods and services. U will get along great with people once u learn to give ur words emotional content.

Soul
That's true. I easily make friends and they are very comfortable with me.

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Instincts challenge fantasy
U can learn to make excellent sales presentation and do creative work. Small sacrifices can help u obtain specific goals. U can be so idealistic that u need to keep ur world straight. Give urself and edge by clearly defining what u want and the going for it.

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Concepts modify affinity
Good ideas can spring from any conflict u experience between ur thinking and ur values. U have a somewhat different approach to love. Educate urself to the power of charm.
Become more aware of love by analysing ur value. Make an extra effort to communicate with wit, charm and affection.

Soul
First tot is my writing occur whenever I experience conflicts. Second part is about rship. I am generally unwilling to charm. I tot love should happen on its own. If I use charm, then it is not real.
With regards to communication, I told Z I am not going to pamper him. He also disliked that I called him an arrogant bastard. I only called him that when I am angry with him and because it is true.

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There is something artistic about ur voice. Develop ur musical and dramatic talents. Learn to deliver ur lines with something extra.

Soul
Something here.

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With a strong mind and good mental energy, u make for a brisk, lively communicator. For the most part, u r plain spoken and alert with enlivening communiques.

People want to see ur actions and leadership abilities. Demonstrate some courage and self-confidence. To really pursue ur goalds, u need an exercise pgm suited to ur individual need.