Cosmic Reward - Past is gone

Jun 5

Father, J called up and now is back in volunteering and this time wants to do charity for Isha Vidhya. I was courteous but she is someone I don't want to get involved. She is all over the place and in heavy denial mode. She just wants attention. But at least I am no longer afraid of her.

Tot of Z and his run. Just msg him. I tot of him and its ok if he knew about it. There is nothing to lose. Only if u have nothing to lose, u can move.

My dream about loss of car in parking lot on Sat morning. Its about cannot move. Actually I am the one who parked the car but subconsciously I forgot to remember where I park because I don't want to drive.

Still no reply from Z after one hour, but I am fine. Also, the trigger didn't happen. This is an improvement. Remember becos of my cosmic lesson, Z will appear to be unreachable. Tots are still coming in but I am ignoring them.

Suddenly tot my joyful experience in the Snow city. When I entered into the man made igloo, laughter erupted and I just feel such joy. Then I was brave and took 2 rides on the slides. Scary but great. I did have fun. It was great laughing with my brother again. Amen.