Cosmic Reward - benefits from ending (3)

Jun 17 Eve
Swami Paramananda
Self realisation means that we have been consciously connected with our source of being. Once we have made this connection, then nothing can go wrong.

Soul
Read my card this year is of difficult ending, but leads to higher spiritual evolution.
I had tots of Z. Of course, wishing he would change his mind. Alas, just wishful thinking. I released myself from a relation that was once good but has now outlived its purpose. I set myself free for better relationship.

Father, a tot occurred to me. It is because I now know I am lovable that I have asked Destiny to release me from any relationships that demonstrate that I am lovable.

Actually I knew Z was game, but Destiny arranged for the msg on his ex-wife that caused him to spiral back. Later me ignoring him during sathsang makes him even more fearful and cause him to close up completely. And I couldn't leave him, so its up to him to leave.
So, instead of feeling disappointed, I should rejoice in my lovability.

This book, The Power of Intention by Wayne Dyer was purchased a few years ago. I recalled I couldn't connect with it. I got the msg to read it when I was doing my practice. Coincidentally it has the same msg as The Science of Mind.

The Power of Intention
Aldous Huxley
The spiritual journey does not consist in arriving at a new destination where a person gains what he did not have, or becomes what he is not.
It consists in the dissipation of one's own ignorance concerning one's self and life, and the gradual growth of that understanding which begins the spiritual awakening. The finding of God is a coming to one's self.

Hasidic saying
When you walk across the fields with your mind pure and holy, then from all the stones and all growing things and all animals, the spark of their soul come out and cling to you, and then they are purified and become a holy fire in you.

Soul
For the past few weeks, since I got back from overseas, I lost my psychedelic eyesight. But this afternoon, all the greens of nature jump out to me.
I also noticed I am now conscious whenever I eat. I would order cos I want to taste but I need not finished it.

J Krishnamurti
To be empty, completely empty, is not a fearsome thing; it is absolutely essential for the mind to be unoccupied; to be empty, unenforced, for then only can it move into unknown depths.

The Power of Intention
1. The face of creativity
2. The face of kindness
3. The face of love
4. The face of beauty
5. The face of expansion
6. The face of unlimited abundance
7. The face of receptivity.

Beautiful tots build beautiful soul. As u become receptive to seeing and feeling beauty around you, you are attuned to the creative power of intention within everything in the natural world, including urself.
Seeking beauty in the worst of circumstances with individual intent connects one to the power of intention.

Soul
Tot of me seeing the beauty in people, seeing the beauty in trees. I am slowly seeing the beauty in me.
The Power of Intention
The power of intention manifests as an expression of expanding creativity, kindness, love and beauty. It is the power to expand and increase all aspects of ur life.
The only proviso to this forward movement of intention is to cooperate with it everywhere and allow this spirit of increase to express itself through u and for u, and for everyone u encounter. Then u will have no worry or anxiety.

When doubt is banished, abundance flourished and anything is possible. We all tend to use our tots to create the world we choose.
Even when nothing seems to indicate that u r accomplishing what u desire in ur life, refuse to entertain doubt.

Soul
First tot, yea. Don't doubt even if nothing happens yet.
Second tot, things have happen, u r now working on a 4 days week without any change to ur lifestyle. U now have one hour of personal time at office to do what u want. U have ur website, u have ur blog. Ur relationship with ur boss is wonderful. U can do hata beautifully. U can connect with the Source easily. U now have instant guide with Osho and Destiny book. U have cleared the past with ur brother. U now can have physical pleasure.
Father, thanks for all.

The Power of Intention
Shakespeare declared, "Our doubts are traitors, and made us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt".

Ramana Maharshi, "Doubts arise because of an absence of surrender".

Soul
Tot of sending the Shakespeare's declaration to Z. But then it would be pushing it. Let Z find his way.

Father, I am releasing my relationship with Z. It was once good for me but have now outlived its purpose. I set myself free for better relationship.