Cosmic Reward (65) - I want more from Z

Jun 3 Eve

Father, I called him cos its like a long time since we chat. He is watching tv. Anyway, he wanted us to meet next week. But I told him I can't cos it is my menses week. So, we are meeting up the following week instead.

Today I accidentally watched a movie and the heroin had a non-commitment relationship with a much younger guy. In the end both parties fall for each other. And it got me thinking about Z and I. This is the second movie. Father, thank you for the sign. It gives me hope and sustain my faith.

Expect a Miracle
When we radiate the energy of who we are and what we want, the Universe simply gives us the experience that confirms our belief.
To change that which is reflected back to us, we must tweak the energy we put out. When we put out strong, loving feelings about our desires and ourselves, we will be recognised and answered by the powers that be with benevolence and love.
Relationships are an excellent way that we can witness our soul's growth at work.

The way out is by a willingness to change, to be receptive in a whole new way, and to be in the world without being chained to your old and familiar limitations.

Part of the process of self-actualising is meeting our fears and demons head on, grappling with them and coming out stronger and more powerful. There is nothing in life worthwhile that has been gained easily and without great emotional effort.

(June 16 - so right. I want more and I was willing to pay the price of losing what we have now.)