Cosmic Reward - ending is destined (7)

Jun 17

Father, did my practice today and it was good. Had tots of Z. I just said released. And the tots dies off for awhile. So, had a couple round of released.

Just remember that I am lovable. Him not able to have an open rship with me is because he is afraid of being hurt and lose Isha too.
He also said he is not so strong that he can withstand his feelings for me. He said it is because he is badly damaged that he cannot open up his feelings.
It is also because I am lovable that I had to break up with him. I do miss him. Released.

Remember my affirmation
My affirmation for Nine of Hearts
I am letting go of relationships that were once good for me, but now have outlived their purpose in my life. I set myself free to move on to better relationships.
Father, suddenly tot of fear of abandonment. The best lesson is to face it, which I am doing it now. I even went to the next level, walk out because I am worth it.

Day card
Seven of Heart
U will be tested to see just how attached we r to others being a certain way.

Soul
Today, I felt it more acutely because my rship is confirmed over. I have tried and even Destiny dictates its ending.