Fulfilling my destiny

Jun 3 Aft

Now updating my blog and just completed an article, "No commitment, no growth".

I realised we have been a couple of months. We started our mental rship in Feb 2011, our physical rship in Mar 2011 and its now in June already.
Suddenly I tot Z must be feeling uneasy, he just wanted a fling and he fell in. He is trying to prolong our rship. He didn't realise by prolonging it, the emotional attachment will come in.

For me, at first I just want to jump in, get it done and jump out. Alas, it didn't happen as Z wanted to control it.
Now, I am more relax about it. There is nothing to lose. So, I am fine if he wanted to prolong and if he wants to end I am also fine. Yea, I will be sad for awhile cos

I do cherish what we had as the rship does seem to fulfill my Vision. But at least my Vision is partially fulfilled and because of facing my challenges with him, I can now embark on Joyong. Amazing. What a coincidence, he just msg me.

Again, my drama for nothing. He was bz and didn't reply to my msg. Now I know his msg, he wanted me to know he arrive very late and hence he wouldn't be able to keep our meetup anyway.

Another blessing. Got an offer of discount for Lassik, RM1k off, which is great. Thanks for the blessings. Amen

Now updating blog and noted this phrase from The Science of Mind
To the extent we learn to control our mental states, we shall automatically control our environment.

Soul
Our mental cannot be managed via self control because both is of the mind. We need a neutral energy or rather we need to put our energy into things other than mind. Mind is always about self. So, if we put our attention other than self, we would reduce the mind's reaction and can then alter mind's states. So, meditation which lift our energy or the selfless activities can do too.

Went to Pharmacy to buy skin lotion. I told the pharmacist that I have been overseas and now having dry skin. She asked if I have been there very long as my skin doesn't look like local. Mmm, just like what my friend's mother said. She said my skin is so white and radiant. She asked whether I have kept away from sunshine. Father, meditation helps.

Father, I felt good today. Finalise one article and wrote a new article. Also did some service for Isha. Father, fulfilling my destiny is what makes me happy. Having a partner is just one of Top 5. Main thing is to keep myself focus on my Destiny to be a Transformation Agent.