Cosmic Reward - benefits from ending (9) _ Natal Chart

Jun 20 Eve

Was updating my blog for Jun 6 and note that I was starting to shift from Z to writing. Realising I need to open up my need for privacy if I want to share my enlightenment.
Louis Hay and Oprah also shared their past, so I too need to pay the price.

Late night
Just finished watching TV. I didn't open my notebook. I don't have Z's tenacity. He said he make sure he spend 2 hours daily on his course. Well, I cannot be like him. Then start to have tots of him and I missed him and starts to cry. I really missed him and I am feeling sad cos the day is coming to an end. I will be fine. Just need to release the emotion when it comes. I need not hide.

Natal Chart
Saturn
Ur self respect and self expression may be limited, especially due to childhood problems associated with ur father. U can gain more power and a big payoff by understanding that negative conditions are neither permanent nor pervasive.

Soul
Yea, stay positive that my right partner will come. Stay positive that I will find the courage to open up to my writing.

Natal chart
Chiron in Pisces
Give some sagacious tot to how u can best help those who cannot help themselves. Do it reverentially.

Soul
I know hence my writing. But I don't and can't open it up yet. Even today, M and D asked me and I told them I cannot open up yet.

Innatalism - the doctrine that human reproduction ought to be discouraged in favour of radical life extension as chief means of perpetuating transhumanity - Mark Plus

Soul
I too believed this. I think we should get ourselves straighten out and become our full potential instead of just reproduction.

Natal Chart
With so much of our life unconscious, we r very much a kind of biological computerised robot. We can learn to program our own programs. Mark Plus had given it a go.

Soul
Yea, I am reading The Science of Mind and The Power of Intention, both to enhance my track.

Natal Chart
Erratic, eccentric behaviour. Find out who u really are, explore unchartered territory. Get together with different type of people. Fill a unique social niche.
Find a public forum to share ur inner teachings and self knowledge.

Soul
Suddenly had a tot. Need to browse thru the Net and put myself whenever I could. Find a right platform. Share my view and linked to my website.

Natal chart
Uranus
Share insights, realisations and revelation.
Destiny has dealt u with a wild card that can suddenly and unexpectedly connect u to past and future lives and to a great society.
The tone of ur life is vastly different than that of most mortal. Allow urself the luxury of several long vacations. Until u r on the right path for u, other folks can shock and disrupt ur life and lifestyle.
Get more involved with people who have both scientific and astrological interests. Make new efforts in new directions. Put urself in the center of a modernisation effort.
To fulfill ur destiny, u need to develop ur psychic and intuitive skills.

Pluto in Virgo
U r quite different from most people in that u r quite a bit more wilful. U r really an untamable genius and even a die hard rebel.
U r capable of about as much personal change as u decide. Dare to be a unique individual. Rather than reacting or responding to circumstances, try initiating change.

Soul
That's encouraging.

Past lives
Node in Taurus
U r ready to sort out and clean up old sexual and financial karma. U have incarnated to create ur own personal fortune. Ur future lies in changing ur liquid assets. Infact u will find ur spiritual path by becoming receptive to new value systems.
Fill urself through new areas of financial experience. Attune urself to forces from the future that are supporting ur efforts to earn money in more pleasant ways.

Soul
Great

Node in Taurus
The more u integrate the scientific method into ur lifestyle, the more u will come to understand fates.