Cosmic Reward - benefits from ending (4)

Jun 18
Father, just did my practice. It was fine. Tots of Z came and I released. Towards the end I realised why we need to end our current mode of rship. It is to make us realise we r both lovable and we deserved to be in an open, loving and committed relationship.

Had a good swim. Floating well and not affected by others. Had good laugh and dance and float. Had a lovely peaceful time. I can breathe easily in the water. We are one.

Afternoon
Watched the romantic movie. The old gal and guy were separated for 50 years and got back together. Also saw the young gal. The old gal said how many Sophie, u think there are?
Suddenly I tot of me, how many Joy u think there are? Yea, I am one a kind. Like teacher said I even turn-back everything Sadhguru says. I am still connected to the Source despite not on veg. I am only committed to the practice, but not Isha.

Just woke up after nap. Tot of Z and I just repeat my mantra;
I am releasing myself from a relationship that was good but has now outlived its purpose. I set myself free for better relationship.

Then a tot came, I definitely need this break up, if I am to advise others to do so.