Cosmic Reward - ending is destined (2)

Jun 9 Eve
Father, we shared. His criteria includes 3 children. When I said what if I can't have children, he said he knows all the medical specialist.

Father, I cannot lie to myself or to him. I just cannot imagine myself as a mother. Even one child I cannot imagine and here he wanted three children.

He did give me an On option but it includes children and I cannot commit.

He told me he control his feeling and keep on asking me how I feel before he can release it as he is afraid of being hurt. He told me he has feelings for me.

So, we are ending it. I told him I went into the relationship because I wanted him and I am leaving because I wanted him but I can't have him. And I also told him I am thankful to him cos he helped to clear my past. He is a good guy, a diamond, but just not my diamond, that's all.

All my drama. We ended well. Amen. I would miss him but I m fine.

Affirmation of Nine of Hearts
I am letting go of relationships that were once good for me, but now have outlived their purpose in my life. I set myself free to move on to better relationships.

What is important is that I feel lovable despite the break up.