Jun 9 Aft
Father, when he replied my msg immediately that he will call me. I can feel my excitement and imagination of us together, the fun we had. That got me scared as I can see the dilemma of ending the relationship. I was also disturbed when I did shoonya.
I am not sure I be strong if he ask me to stay. I do have feelings for him and we really enjoyed each other. I asked for strength to say No. Then I calmed myself down, he already said he won't ask me to stay, decision is mine. So, no worry. Then alternative tot came, that's before he knew u r running because u want him.
Father, aiyoh. I have to do all kriyas to ensure I stay aware. Keyword to remember Universe dictate the ending.
Father, tots coming in about us. Its only personal attachment. I can let go. Besides YL calling me again. I told her she has created so much drama. She had decided to walk, and yet afraid to walk. She must learn to stand alone. Father, perhaps advice to me.
Let me not create anymore drama, let's just end it.
Was reading Z's card and hope arises. I stop it, don't go there as it creates more dilemma.
Affirmation of Nine of Hearts
I am letting go of relationships that were once good for me, but now have outlived their purpose in my life. I set myself free to move on to better relationships.
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