I am sad cos it is over..

Mar 18
Father, bit sad M focus on administration rather than driving the business. Well, if things was going on well, then she need not step in.

Father, at least I m getting my 3 days work. So, there is price to pay.

Ate bit too much. Feeling bloated. Not sure if can do yoga tomorrow. But want to.

Father, don't feel like looking at Z. Don't want to prolong it. There is no more hope for us. I have sustained this long. Aiyah. Let me just love him for a couple more days. I will end then. I m feeling bit down.

Osho
A person who does something to create happiness or to avoid misery, the sage calls a doer. But the person to whom happiness and misery makes no difference, who accepts every situation, does not continue to be a doer, he becomes a non doer. And existence itself becomes the doer.

Soul
Father, I knew why I m feeling down. The hope is gone. Sadness is creeping up but I m suppressing. As I was writing I can feel the tears brimming up.  Father, let me be strong about this. Let me accept the ending gracefully.