Mar 17
Father, I was disturbed today. There were such turmoil over E. It was such a pain. Then I asked myself why? I then replied that then I have to be nasty and hurt them. There were attacking tots in me and I drafted the email in my head, putting all the regional heads in the loop.
All these mental turmoil while I was doing my practices. It has been a long while since I was so disturbed. There were also tots of Z and M. Tots of deleting Z contact by 31 march, the date of my commitment.
So tiring dealing with all of them.
After a long period of mental drama, suddenly when I was doing butterfly in Shambavi, a harmony song came in and cut off all the mental drama. Something inside me has arose and my joy came in and I started to laugh and ended the practice with loads of laughter and cries. I am so thankful that I have received this gift of meditation
Then I went for a swim. Despite nearly one and half month, I can swim ok. Had loads of laughter.
I then knew all my mental drama was for nothing. I who take pride in true communication should lead the way.
When I got back from swim. I wrote a professional email to E and tell him the objective of escalation to him and etc. a few hours later, he replied with a positive reply and was even cordial to request for the list of travel. I thank him for approval and said that I too tot the same. So, that ends well.
Yday dream was me with another guy. It must be me just me missing the physical closeness, I think. Just now dream I got a son and we are running away from bad guys. That's a first.
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