North node in Taurus..projections of judgement

Mar 23 eve
North node in Taurus
They are largely unaware of the serious damage they do to others when they make harsh judgements. They hold nothing sacred and therefore have no qualms about destroying what may be sacred to others. Needless to say, being judgemental does not win them any friends. These folks are learning to stop destroying what others built, and instead focus on building what is important and valuable to themselves.

Infact, the things that upset them about others behaviours can be a clue to finding their own Values. As they remain consistently true to their own values, they will become less judgemental about others who have different values.

Soul
When I read this a year ago, I was reluctant to acknowledge but now I can. I used to be INTJ and now become INTP. I used to have no qualms on tearing down others beliefs. I have come a long way.

North Node in Taurus
They also tend to be highly judgemental of themselves and undermine their own self worth. They have a code of correct conduct against which they measure everyone - and most harshly themselves. They can be their own worst enemy. When things don't work out, they blame themselves for being out of alignment. Therefore they suffer twice: once with the momentary bad mood and again by casting themselves as wrong for having had the bad mood.

Soul
Very true. My mother's judgement that we should not be in bad mood caught me. I know I have loads of inner parent in me that judge me harshly whenever I m out of alignment.

North node in Taurus
These folks are very sensitive to the judgements of others, and if someone affects their energy field in a negative way, it's okay for them not to spend a lot of time around that person.
In past lives, they developed attunement so they could be as close with the other person as possible. They became vet aware of how that person viewed them so they could adjust their behaviour instantly to better accommodate the unit. However, in this incarnation, using their sensitivity to pick up on how others may be viewing them will disconnect them from the power of just being themselves. Their job is to stay out of other people's minds and business.
A good affirmation for them is: "What others think of me is none of my business?"

Soul
Father, I normally judged others for not being courageous to be themselves. I judged others for going to extreme.
I guess I wasn't being myself when I was pushing myself in the corporate world. Definitely during last year when I joined E. I am so glad and relieved I m no longer part of his crisis management group.
And when I was so much in Isha, it wasn't me too. I don't want to be in the lead. I just want to be by myself.
Such irony, on the surface I seems not to care about how others think of me. But in reality it is not so.