Lunar in Scorpio - to find the good in me

Mar 7
Woke up at 4.30 am on alarm. Did my asanas, all good except for one leg stand. Guess my mind still not focus. Breathing, Shakti and Shambavi were good. There were some tots of Z but not as much as I expected. One tot came, no response may not be a bad thing. And I also concluded our valuation are different. Just as I feared changes to my life, so does he. Anyway, just play my own life.
I m now back to the altar of love.

Had more tots on the website. Will check out website template so S can design the right one.

Need to create a logo for my name. Do I need a logo? Yea, cos my website is my name.

Ai! Lost my money again. I should have brought my bag upstairs. I suspect nephew cos money normally lost during my off days. Sister won't like it but she is not addressing it.

All in all, feeling better. Going to withdrew my fixed deposit today.

Lunar in Scorpio
Once ur energy is aligned with something u believe in, something u have tested and know to be worthwhile and beyond reproach in its integrity, u pledge yourself to it with your whole heart. That principle, person or cause then becomes your value: It can contain your energy and make use of your tremendous strength and you can find peace within it.
Your energy desperately needs a focus and a cause that u can pledge to, and in the process of building this cause, your energy finds its own radiant expression.
That is why the Scorpio energy is the power behind the throne;  your power is strong enough to lift anyone to success if you believe in him strongly enough.

Soul
My inner journey towards self mastery and Isha has kept me grounded. Osho provides me another line.
I know I m now lifting J for hata yoga.
Father, I can see loads of energy in Z but I didn't knew I got it in me. I know I got perseverance.

Lunar in Scorpio
Human frailty frustrates you. You are driven to self-perfection and you think that weaknesses in the physical body limit your power. U seek a sense of mastery over yourself and your environment and u strive to master the physical body and learn its limit.

Soul
True on frustration that lead to my journey for Self Mastery.

Lunar in Scorpio
U may tend to push ur body past its limits to exhaustion and then have to rebuild your strength from scratch.

Soul
True, that's why I got Rheumatoid Arthritis.
But these days, I listen to my body.

Lunar in Scorpio
U r here to learn: Discovery and belief in your own goodness.

Soul
Yea. If I can find my goodness then I need not feel unlovable. I need not think that rejection from others is my due. I need not be envious of others.

What is good in me?