Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Trying to calm myself down...drama over Z

Mar 5
Father, woke up about 1.40 am as it was too hot. Weather is getting hot. Wake up 4.30 am. Had some tots of Z. Didn't want to go thru another round of heartbreak. Why do I always have to give in? A tot came, u r Venus in Leo and he is Lunar in Leo.

Did my practices. Asanas were fine as I now do it more consciously. I must be tired as I doze off for 15 minutes during Shavasana. So, did only 5 minutes of breathing meditation. Shakti and Shambavi was good. Was able to see violet flame. Surprisingly little tots of Z.

Spiritual Astrology
Lunar in Scorpio
In this incarnation, u r learning lessons relating to ur value system:
- not being swayed in ur values
- how to share ur values
- overcoming negative manipulative traits
- taking responsibility for ur sexual behaviour.

U need to learn appropriate spiritual values and gain the understanding that as part of an intricate whole, these values affect all those around u. As the energies u emit comes back to u, u r learning that what goes around comes around. Learning to plant positive seeds are important, since negative seeds grow like weeds and need no nurturing.

Realigning ur principles is sometimes difficult, for u r coming from a previous existences of being concerned with setting proper foundations for the self and family.
In this incarnation, however, u need to learn that society is interdependent and u r responsible for more than just yourself.

Soul
Yea. Actually I just want to be left alone.

Was checking my blog. Surprisingly got 65 views despite no updates yday. I also saw the story on Z's lunar in Leo and my Venus in Leo

Solar in Leo
U persevere. Not taking no for an answer and continuing to love, whether those around u are remaining aloof or not.

Soul
I have been doing that. Pe even said I m egoless when it comes to Z. How many times I gave in? But of course, now knowing Z issue is lunar in Leo, difficulty in accepting love, I can understand.

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