Mar 3
Father, today I had a breakthrough in Surya Kriya. After a cycle, laughter erupted and suddenly turned into cries. I know a certain karma is broken.
Today M called me back and I was surprised. He sort of apologised by saying that he was really busy and stressed out last week. He also said he is sick and his voice is barely there.
I asked him whether he is still with me. I replied that's great as I need him. I myself is leaving for Overseas for a week and also have to coordinate a company wide training in May. He said once I sort out the venue, he will take over from me. I told him that's great.
Mmm, just when I thought I need to handle this event alone, turnaround in M.
Father, just as P's stress behaviour is parental mode and outburst. M version is sulking tantrum.
What is mine?
Normally I m stressed, I feel overwhelmed and I do some outburst, but on adult mode. Mostly, I just do a good cry to release myself. I just blamed myself for not able to take the pressure or fall into victim mode and said I m not loveable or God giving me a great challenge.
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