North Node in Taurus - turning within...I am on the right track

Mar 25 aft
The accumulation of debt does not work for North node in Taurus. They are master builder when they use common sense and don't take leap of faith.

Soul
I m glad. I have always been fearful of financial commitment. Now just left with car for next 2 years. I m thinking I can invest up to 2k for another property. I will still work for another 10 years, and be good to have another rental income. I want to have a monthly 2k passive income from rental.

Taurus north node
They can't stand feeling restricted financially.

Soul
Very true. My saving has dwindled to single digit and I got scared eventhough I have fixed deposits. I know the fear is not real and so I place a copy of fixed deposit slip in my bag to remind myself I m financially secure.
The Ace of Diamonds displacement card was right. Little did I knew that I had unpaid prior year's income tax to settle. It was supposed to be settled before end of last year.

Taurus North node theme song
Seek Ye First
They are supposed to turn within themselves to connect with the wealth of reassurance and peace in their own nature. Thus the bonding they need for security and a sense of self worth can happen within themselves.

My guy got sick, needed attention
So I put on my nurse's hat
My heart fell when he called it "distraction"
That's not where I was at

And I remembered:
Seek Ye first, the kingdom of heaven
And I turned within -
And before too long, my heart felt strong
The outside got in order again!
So seek Ye first
Because inside of you's the kingdom of heaven.

Soul
On the right track. Amen.
Father, I m worthy.
There are only 2 things I haven't fulfilled. First is my creation with money. Second my need for partner.

Father, I just glanced Z's north node in Aquarius. He had determination and creative power, something that I aspire. That's why I met him.