Lunar in 5th house is also Lunar in Leo (Creativity)

Mar 15
Woke up 4.30 am and ponder bit of doing hata as I was feeling sleepy. Then I remember I didn't do hata on Monday, so I did. To my surprise, hata asana is quite good despite first practice this week. Looks like Surya kriya helps it too.

Yday I slept and beat the pillow as if its Z for being naughty. This morning I tot why I love a guy who can't confront. Then a reply came, it's because he can't, that u has to go inward to find the answers. And in the search, I found myself.

Spiritual Astrology
5th house in Lunar
Lunar in Leo
The idea is to create. U recognise this not based on what others expect, but from that sense of love and joy within. U r here to share love and to share yourself. Indeed, sharing yourself is a form of creation.
U understand universe creates us out of love, and we can't create at our finest until we can function from that base of love. And we cannot accept this universal love going forth to others in an effort to reunite the whole until we really feel it. In order to feel it, we must experience it in conscious awareness.

Soul
My Cosmic reward was Nine of  Hearts and my age 12 years period from age 39 to 51 is Nine of Hearts.


Lunar in Leo
When u begin your journey into creativity, you find pleasure in sharing your expressions of love, whether in painting, acting, raising children, writing or just finding creative ways to allow others to feel uplifted and sense the love that is flowing from u.
Once u allow yourself to tap that internal source - that spark of collective consciousness that burns within - there is no end to ur ability to create and manifest exciting experiences in this lifetime.

Soul
Started my blog more than 4 years ago at age 40 and then website at age 42.
Not sure on the tapping. For now I just enjoy myself.

Lunar on Leo
You may be involved in self evaluation techniques, whether  it be meditation, yoga or any other practice that can bring you of the self. U r more comfortable in detaching. U find that if you can remove yourself from the problem, u can see it more clearly. Once u understand it, u r capable of healing it.
U r gaining awareness of the self and the issues that block u from loving. U may find that there is no need to dominate the situation, so u can allow yourself to trust those around u and interrelate with more harmony. Through bringing harmony into your life, you allow yourself to develop the true creativity that u have come to express.

Soul
Thanks to Sadhguru for giving me the tools to open up, thanks to Z for forcing me to dig within.
Father, looks like unconditional love is the lesson I have to cross before I can be the transformational leader.