Lunar in 5th house = Lunar in Leo too (Love and Creation)

Mar 12 after
Reading my 5th house in lunar requires that I read the Eclipse of Leo too.
Just had a glance and I suddenly remember Z lunar is in Leo. Is this another mirror?

Just yday I told S that we were given lesson in unrequited love so that we can love. There is no way out, the only way is thru love. One day, our love for the man can then be returned to us, our love is inward instead of projected out. That's the concept of giving is having.

Need to look more at this. Guess that's why I had another session with Z, for me to look at my mirror of love. Yea, lesson learned from S, not every meet is a chance for reconciliation. It is actually a sign for us to go in deeper.

Today card
Ace of Spades
It is a traditional card for death, change and transformation. U will go thru some sort of death and rebirth. It can also represents new beginnings.


5th house in Lunar
Lunar in Leo
Learn how to accept love
Learning to love the self. U r discovering to truly love all, u must first love yourself.
By recognising ur own self worth, the flow of creative energy and ur own special essence, u r adding to this plane by allowing the self to shine through. Once u found this space for yourself, u can be one of the most inspirational of teachers.
When u finally recognise that it is alright to love the self, u have reached the point where u can accept love from others. Ur lesson is is to accept love into the self as well as learn to love the self.

Sharing and being loved are all right. They are not signs of weakness but natural, healthy human traits. This step leads directly to the other major lesson u have come to learn: procreation or individual creativity.

U r learning that if u r to create anything worthwhile in this life, u must take in the love and support of those around u. Until ur being is in total balance and harmony, u cannot connect with the truest creative forces - the forces of procreation. These have the power to create another entity, whether is be another human being, a painting, a book or a garden. To allow the "child" of ur creativity to develop properly, u must reach this level of awareness and accept love.

Soul
I knew I had issues in creation. Funny that when I read this for Z, somehow it was on his romantic rship. Whereas for me, it's for my creation.

5th house in Lunar in Leo
Within this element of procreation and creativity u r learning to let ur own creative spark flow so that u can give back to life the beauty that u see. You can express this spark in art, in writing, in choosing to teach a child how to learn and grow or perhaps on the stage, sharing love, happiness, laughter and drama with others.
Because Leo rules the factor of procreation, u r in touch with the creative energies, the Christ consciousness, the God consciousness. U r also in touch with the possibility of losing your identity to those u serve, just as actors and actresses often lose the privacy of their own lives by playing roles for the masses.

Soul
Father, yea. My destiny of writing insight are experiences of my life. It is private indeed as I need to share all my private tots and happenings. For a few years, I was in such dilemma, afraid of others knowing about it. But then just a few months back, I realised I truly need to be courageous and open up to all.
Father, the meet of Z opens up another dimension to my Self. It is not possibility of reconciliation with Z. Amen.