With Z..I seems to be like a Fool

Mar 17 aft
Father, just send msg to Z, telling him I m off to overseas. Just love him. I may seem like a fool to others but inside I m fine. I remembered my lifetime challenge of Seven of Hearts, learning to give unconditional love so I can love myself. I m not doing it for him, I m doing it for myself. As Sadhguru says  let go of myself.

Osho
Change comes thru your acceptance. Whenever u accept a situation, it becomes ready for change. As soon as u accept it, the change begins.
If u r able to say this, even in misery: "I accept it and no change is needed" - then u be following this principle of purification. And it is very interesting to note misery turns to happiness.

Soul
Can't say I accept the situation on Z but I got no choice. I love him and still bears hope. And he is ignoring me. When I suppressed my love, I feel bad. When I expressed, my pride is dented. What I can change is my pride, I can't change my love. So, even if it is unrequited love, I still have to go through it.
This morning I know only of one thing, this unrequited love will pass. As long as I love me, I be fine.

Osho
When one can change even misery into happiness, then happiness no longer has any power over him and therefore a change to its opposite does not happen.
In fact someone who can change his misery into happiness has already dropped the desire for happiness, that's why he could change it. And when there is no desire for happiness, happiness loses its capacity to change itself into misery. It is the desire that gives it the capacity.

Soul
Not sure in total. But when I accepted my resistance on reporting, the external changes and now I need not work on it already. When I accepted lead volunteering, others came back.
On Z, when I accepted his silence, I no longer suffer.

Osho
Acceptance is the deepest alchemy for transformation within human nature. Accept misery when it comes to u. It is because of the rejection that it is misery. Accept whatever comes wholeheartedly, agree to whatever comes - embrace it, live with it, do not desire to get rid of it - and suddenly u will find that everything has changed. What u originally felt was misery has turned into happiness through your acceptance.