Lunar in Scorpio - trusting others and myself

Mar 7 aft
Father, whenever I found the inner connection, a sense of calmness settled within. The mind stop its chattering.

Lunar in Scorpio
U r also learning to stop projecting your goodness outward by looking for someone else to believe in. As u learn to support and trust yourself by being true to your sense of goodness, u can begin to construct your own boundaries and contain your energy. This gives you the freedom to be more trusting of those around you, since it eliminates the need to give away your power.
This will  also leads to the realisation that it is alright for u to be successful and to be in the limelight. Then u can be the power behind your own throne and rise to success.

Soul
Father, thank you. Just yday I realised that I m good at promoting others but not myself. Funny I use to say that I self promote my achievements by sharing my successes. Alas, I haven't been able to promote my website. I know firstly because I was hiding, so cannot self promote. I was hiding cos I fear loss of social and friends approval. I m ready to come out from hiding.
And I also realised, now I decide how much I wanted to volunteer instead of plunging in without limit resulting in burn tout and resentment.
And since I decide how much to give, my giving is willingly and I don't feel drained of my power.

Lunar in Scorpio
The caliber of the people around u will also change. As long as u need others to support u, u will unknowingly held yourself down by having opportunists around u, feeding your energy.
By not giving freely, u have robbed yourself of the opportunity to experience the law of cause and effect in a positive way.

Soul
When I give freely, both P and C came back and they both took charge too. So, I don't feel I m holding the fort alone. Previously I was giving unwillingly and I felt others dependency on me. Now I don't. They can stand on their own.

Lunar in Scorpio
By learning to give freely and without ulterior motive, u r letting go of the energy of manipulation.
U start to understand that if others truly care about u, they will be there when u need them and if they are not, then maybe they don't care as much as they say or as u think they do. This helps u to sort out the people who really care about u from those who don't and also broaden ur awareness of the many different ways people show they care.

Soul
P and C has demonstrated that.

Lunar in Scorpio
When u reach this awareness, u will operate from a sense of ur full power, and there will be no holding back. U also learn about the proper use of power.

Soul
Z don't use his power correctly. I too.
Z assert his power over me and I give away my power to him and others out of need to secure approval.
I am not as powerful as I tot I am.