You can only be restful..if you encountered dimension beyond body and mind

Sadhguru
More things goes wrong in my life compared to anyone else. And I m working with volunteers that I cannot fire.
Restfulness is because u r in a dimension not in the world. With just ur body and mind, which is a dimension of this world, u cannot be restful. Whatever happens in the world will reverberate in ur mind. So, the disappointment and everything else will make u restless.
Only if u r existing beyond body and mind, u r in a place which is not touched by the mind or the body, then u r always restful. All those things come to ur body and mind but u don't react to it because u r not a part of it anymore. U use ur body and mind in whatever way u need to. Ur ability to use ur body and mind to its maximum level can only happens when there is a distance between u and ur body and mind.
The whole system of yoga is just to establish tools and devices to help u to stay away from ur own body and ur own mind. A little distance.

Soul
Yea. Thank u. I can do it. I can see my mind in drama over Z. I can see it stir the wound but I don't want to dwell on it. So instead of reading, I m watching Sadhguru DVD instead. It will help me to keep distance. That's why I took a long afternoon nap, to take a beak from my mind.


Sadhguru
It's better to be confused than to think one knows.
It is not matter of being a spectator, it is a matter of involvement. It is only with involvement, then u can know life until there is no distinction.
Then the question; "won't this hurt?"
Yes, it will hurt and becomes terribly painful only if u becomes identified with things that is not u. It is not ur involvement that bring hurt, it is the entanglement.
Only if u r based in life, then u may talk of liberation. If u r not involved in the world dimension, then there is no question of graduating to the next dimension

U identified yourself with things or people because the way u r is not enough. U want to expand in a gross way.

Love and devotion
Love is always a currency to get what u wants.
Again the question, "what is the takeaway?"
Ur relationship is not a love affair. It is just using ur body or whatever to get what u want.
Actual Love affair is an uncontrollable outpouring of sweetness.
To simply become loving has become difficult. The moment a logical tot arises, the sweetness of emotion evaporate.




Soul
Father, I just realised not even loss of children but Z also need to contend with Isha. So, not on my lovability. We have different values.  I may compromised on children but not on Isha practices. I truly don't fit his agenda.

On my website. I am a good marketeer and I can promote things I believed in. Since I have difficulty in positioning my web, that's show I don't believe in it yet. Hence the Pluto in Virgo.