Stop defending myself

Mar 2
Father, just shared with J his destiny card for 2013. It was stated new job and he told me he is transferring out to a new type of job that requires major travelling. He overcomes his resistance of leaving his family.  I m happy for him. He said I look jovial.

Did my first session of surya kriya. I know I will love it. It has more depth compared to Suria Namaskara.

Evening
Finally found our hall, great relief.
C and P is back together and L is on board. Four of us had great fun together.
I gave my feedback to M. He said he will call me tomorrow. Lets see. Father, I take up whatever I can. I even offer our office for volunteer meeting next Tuesday. Now seeking boss approval. Like I said, no resistance. Just need to overcome likes and dislikes. M has lots of potential and as a feeler can reach out to others. Just like me, he too need to use his sensitivity on others, instead of on ourselves. Then it becomes a strength and not weakness.

Osho on Sarvasar Upanishads
Soul is both: the universal and the individual.
Upanishads calls the Soul; the capacity of awareness, the consciousness, this knower within man, the watcher, the witness.

The soul, the self is God. There  is no other God than this self. The individual self is within u, and the universal self is the name for whole of existence.

Vidya, the right learning creates an inner state where only you remain but not the ego, where consciousness remains, but there is no center, inside proclaiming "I".

Soul
Sadhguru says Love happens when we lose our own importance.
Same here.
For now, I want to stop defending myself. I am safe. No need to activate my defence mechanism.