Calming myself down as Y is in non-communicating mode

Dec 28

A tot came, there are many fishes in the market. I know Linga will bring them to me. My right partner will be.

With Y, he has fulfilled his role to help me put final closure on Z. Knowing that Y is a more suitable profile for me vs Z. Knowing that Z was a family man whereas I m not a family woman. Knowing my relationship with Z was mainly physical.
Now that Y has played its role, its time for him to go too. My role is to let him go.

This year environment is Nine of Diamonds - letting go is good for me; knowing that new partners will come.

For the first time in my life I suddenly realised there could be abundance of men out there who are suitable for me. Amen. Thanks to Y for this breakthrough.

From rebelle society
We are a constant process, an event, we’re change.
Our life is the house, the rest are just projections, shadows of the greater structure: even our deepest thoughts, beliefs, you, me and everything and everyone we’ve ever known, are subject to interpretation. All our constructions of reality, all the words and ideas we use to understand the world are fragile and temporary, they are a medium, they’re not the end, but just another way to understand the journey of Us.

As such, our smaller houses, our temporary homes can only be made of cards. And the I-don’t-know is the most powerful ground you could lay your house of cards on. Because it allows you to adapt to any unexpected changes and even to pick up those cards when the smallest, sudden movement, brings down any of your structures.

Loving the questions means to love yourself. You are the biggest question mark the world (your world) has ever known.