Yugas by Sadhguru - light a lamp to create etheric space

Dec 28


Aft
To my surprise Y finally reverted that he was busy. I took half an hour before I revert. Its a matter of priority. Guess I was the last in list. Well, no more such yo yo.

Remind myself of my mantra. Love is easy; love is sweet; love is evermore.

Women, Food and God
I am beginning to understand that this whole struggle with food is not about disciple or self control or bargaining with myself; it's not even about food. It is a story - a powerful story - about loving and wanting and having.

Evening








Mmm, now I m 46.
I have lived half a lifetime without a permanent partner. So why the compulsion for a partner?
Before my thirties I don't care for partner.
After my fourties I want partner.
But what about now?

According to North node in Taurus, there is a compulsion to search for a partner. But my focus should be on my values and not on finding or having my partner.

Yugas by Sadhguru
Adiyogi gives to all. He has closed his 2 eyes and only got one eye. Whoever comes with the right kind of receptivity.
The more a person is receptive to etheric sphere, the more he will be able to shape his experience here.
In order to create the right atmosphere, you light a lamp.
If u light a lamp, just sitting with the lamp, forget about any damn god. Just simply be there. It makes some kind of difference. Once the flame is there, around the flame, certain etheric sphere will be there. So if u want to talk to God, u create the ambience. Without the ambience, it will bounce off the wall.
Stories told around the campfire, best stories as receptivity is the best.

Soul
Truly glad I got the shrine.

Yugas by Sadhguru
Life is fire. Life is the fire of the sun. If u transform ur belly and groin fire. U become intellectually sharp and u not as much interested in food or sex. They focus on work - chitani. When the intellectual fire is on, suddenly there is light. They see things others will see a thousand years later.
A yogi is on elemental fire. Unless ur bhutani is on, u can't play with the elements. This is cool fire. U will have mastery over life process.

A basic form of Bhuta Shuddi which can bring a little bit of bhutani to u.
If u have bhutani, u don't have to light a lamp, u don't have to enter into temple, u don't have to worship. U need not.
Once the elemental fire is on, u r existence itself.
U will see Krishna moving and living within these three things. When he wants to be chetrarajni, he is all out. He eats, fight and love like nobody else. When he wants to be bhutani, he is absolute that. He will play all the three fields.

Soul
Mmm got my answer for Bhuta Shuddi.
Great.

On Y, keep to my original intention. He said he is busy but he actually got time to see my whatsapp but just doesn't reply. Mmm, again taking things personally.
No point on continuation. So what if we interact well, it can't go anywhere. Let's just end this when we are ok.
Aiyah. There are other fishes in the sea. This one not for me. Must let go for other fishes to comes in.
Guess my Two of Diamonds was holding me back. This year remember that I have Nine of Diamonds as Environment.