Osho - Life is continuity

Jan 3 aft

This is the fifth day since I draw my weekly Osho tarot card.
I was afraid to read into it..but along the way I also got help with other card.
Just now I browsed through Jan Spiller and it doesn't look so motivating whereas Sarah Miller was quite positive.
Anyway...both of them are on sun sign.
I will rely on my Osho tarot and 7thunder to make the experience.


1 The Issue
Suppression
The figure on this card is quite literally "all tied up in knots." His light still shines within, but he has repressed his own vitality trying to meet so many demands and expectations. He has given up all his own power and vision in return for being accepted by the very same forces that have imprisoned him. The danger of suppressing one's natural energy in this way is apparent in the cracks of a volcanic eruption about to take place around the edges of the image. The real message of the card is to find a healing outlet for this potential explosion. It is essential to find a way to release whatever tensions and stresses might be building up inside you right now. Beat on a pillow, jump up and down, go out into the wilderness and scream at the empty sky – anything to shake up your energy and allow it to circulate freely. Don't wait for a catastrophe to happen.


Soul
Yes, last weekend there were total silence from Y. I even told him I miss him and he just revert he was busy. So when I draw this card on Monday morning. I knew I was repressing my sadness.The old rejection mode of Seven of Clubs...and I was still coughing..

Internal Influence
Silence
The taste of the silence is the same. Time changes, the world goes on changing, but the experience of silence, the joy of it, remains the same. That is the only thing you can rely upon, the only thing that never dies. It is the only thing that you can call your very being." Osho

The silent mirrorlike receptiveness of a star-filled night with a full moon is reflected in the misty lake below. The face in the sky is deep in meditation, a goddess of the night who brings depth, peace and understanding. Now is a very precious time. It will be easy for you to rest inside, to plumb the depths of your own inner silence to the point where it meets the silence of the universe. There's nothing to do, nowhere to go, and the quality of your inner silence permeates everything you do
Now is the time to come home to yourself. The understanding and insights that come to you in these moments will be manifested later on, in a more outgoing phase of your life.

 Soul
Lately my meditation experience been on silence.
There is hardly any singing or laughing.
When I read this a few days ago..I tot this is just to calm down my anxiousness...to let go of my control and go with the flow.
But yesterday unexpected insight...may be the key..

3. External influences of which you are aware
Courage
"The seed cannot know what is going to happen; the seed has never known the flower. And the seed cannot even believe that it has the potentiality to become a beautiful flower. Long is the journey, and it is always safer not to go on that journey because the path is unknown, nothing is guaranteed. Nothing can be guaranteed.

When we are faced with a very difficult situation we have a choice: we can either be resentful, and try to find somebody or something to blame for the hardships, or we can face the challenge and grow.  There is no point fighting against the challenges of life, or trying to avoid or deny them. They are there, and if the seed is to become the flower we must go through them. Be courageous enough to grow into the flower you are meant to be.

Soul
The key is to go beyond it.Not let the challenge rise up.It is for me to say yes...and if he wants to say no...at least I have done mine.
Main thing is I have gathered my courage back..

Whats the Resolution?
Patience

"We have forgotten how to wait; it is almost an abandoned space. And it is our greatest treasure to be able to wait for the right moment. The whole existence waits for the right moment. Even trees know it – when it is time to bring the flowers and when it is time to let go of all the leaves and stand naked against the sky. They are still beautiful in that nakedness, waiting for the new foliage with a great trust that the old has gone, and the new will soon be coming, and the new leaves will start growing. We have forgotten to wait; we want everything in a hurry.
There are times when the only thing to do is to wait.  This card reminds us that now is a time when all that is required is to be simply alert, patient, waiting.


Soul
When I looked at this...I told myself just go with the flow.
I was suprised that Y got back...and we got closer again..
Last weekend would be the second time we went on uncertainty mode..
We meeting tomorrow...so lets see.
And...to my surprise..he finally remember to tell me that he first met me in ashram..in samyama..
mmm...maybe thats why he looked bit familiar when I saw him..but I dismissed it...
Or maybe we both met in our past lives...and hence when we see each other..there is a sense of familiarity and trust.

Resolution
Travelling
"Life is a continuity always and always. There is no final destination it is going towards. Just the pilgrimage, just the journey in itself is life, not reaching to some point, no goal – just dancing and being in pilgrimage, moving joyously, without bothering about any destination.

Each step on the path is important in itself. When this card appears in a reading, it indicates a time of movement and change. It may be a physical movement from one place to the next, or an inner movement from one way of being to another. But whatever the case, this card promises that the going will be easy and will bring a sense of adventure and growth; there is no need to struggle or plan too much. The Traveling card also reminds us to accept and embrace the new, just as when we travel to another country with a different culture and environment than the one we are accustomed to. This attitude of openness and acceptance invites new friends and experiences into our lives.

Soul
Jsut be open...and accept the relationship..
Once I accept ..only then it will flow..
Not sure how it will flow...but so far so good...
And yesterday Ye was sent to give me clarity...
No more postponement on what I want.
I want Y...and the journey continue...