Two of Hearts - communication

Dec 27 eve

Did 2 cycles of walk. The grass was so lovely and green. The trees was so nice. Feel rejuvenated.

From Facebook.
“… transformation brings us to the point where we realize that within our own being we are enough.” ~ Ram Dass

Soul
What a great downtime. Samyama was fine and Shoonya was a knockout. Thanks to the Shrine. As I was in Samyama, this tot keeps on coming. Tell Y u miss his messages and the interactions. Surprisingly mind didn't say no.  After the practices I just did it. It is okay. No need to hide. And if he didn't revert at least I know. Key thing is to say what I feel and want. How others respond can then lead to separation or joining but there won't be any miscommunication.
I am truly enough.

Well, at least he read my message immediately but he didn't reply.
Aiyah, again let's remember I m here to learn.

This year Pluto challenges is in communication in relationship.

Destiny's Pluto is Two of Hearts
A major goal for u this year will be to have a successful love relationship or friendship. For this reason, this is the year that u will have to make many changes within ur self in the name of love, friendship or romance.
Whether u are interested in the partner of ur dreams or just good, close friendships, u will have to take a different approach in ur life if u r to be successful in this area.
Love and intimacy requires compromise and cooperation, two of the keynotes for this card of the 'love union'
Ur intense desire for this closeness will cause u to confront some of the parts of urself that tend to keep this intimacy from u.
At times, this may seem very challenging or difficult, but it helps to keep in mind ur reasons for facing this situations - to have more intimacy in ur life.

Affirmation - I create the ideal love partner. Satisfaction in my love life, my friendships, and lovers are mine to embrace.

Ruling is Three of Hearts.
This year is likely to be a time of variety and experimentation in ur love life and social love. It may be that u are just getting back into dating again and want to rediscover what kind of relationship is best for u.
To access the most positive levels of this influence, see yourself meeting new and interesting people and learning to express ur feelings more clearly to everyone that is special to u.

Affirmation
I am learning about what I really want in love and romance by expressing my feelings and being open to new relationships.

Soul
Now I m finally getting it. We first got to express, be real with what we need. When the person respond to what we want or not, then we can make decision. At least no more waiting.
Key note for me is to express myself, set my parameters. No longer hid my needs and hope the other know and can provide.