Destiny - Pluto in Two of Hearts

Jan 10 aft

Emotion - the juice of life
Spirituality is a quality, not an act. It is a new dimension. It is not something you do, it is something that u move into. It is something that u allow to overpower you. Otherwise there is no spirituality. U become vulnerable, only then there is spirituality. If u stand like a rock, there is no spirituality.

Soul
Suddenly tots all my Sevens compels me into this path.
 I always believed spirituality is a quality..it is not doing..
It an end result..not an action...It comes on its own..can't be forced..

Destiny's Pluto is Two of Hearts
A major goal for u this year will be to have a successful love relationship or friendship. For this reason, this is the year that u will have to make many changes within ur self in the name of love, friendship or romance.
Whether u are interested in the partner of ur dreams or just good, close friendships, u will have to take a different approach in ur life if u r to be successful in this area.
Love and intimacy requires compromise and cooperation, two of the keynotes for this card of the 'love union'
Ur intense desire for this closeness will cause u to confront some of the parts of urself that tend to keep this intimacy from u.
At times, this may seem very challenging or difficult, but it helps to keep in mind ur reasons for facing this situations - to have more intimacy in ur life.

Soul
An answer came.
I have been asking two days ago why I was given courage to jump and then answer was no from Y.
Why do I need to go through another rejection?
Well, I have bounced back...
I am no longer affected by 'rejection'.
So reading this made me see that it was meant to happen...
Yea..Y and I are not a couple...but I have overcome my rejection issue.
I am able to be friend with him eventhough he rejected me..and when I still love him..
Alas..Control no longer rules my life..
I am no longer fearful of life....
Just remember I faced this lesson with Y so that I can prepare myself to have more intimacy in life..

Got this from my Destiny card life spread
Venus
Three of Clubs
Indecision about love and friendship is the major influence. There may be some uncertainty in choosing friends and some disappointment as well. Making sacrifices for loved ones also confused u as well.
Too many social and personal love interests could prove to be draining or burdensome. See if it isn't ur own fickleness and indecision that is the root cause of any disappointments with friendships.

Soul
True..When I focus only on the problem..I become indecisive...