Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Feeling anxious but go with the flow

Jan 6 eve

As I was mulling the question of ending with Y. Telling him I miss him but I got to temporarily end our beautiful friendship as I m falling in love with him. Telling him its better to have short term pain rather than long term pain.
Only one answer come from him : Are you dense!? If I have not fallen for you, you think I spend so much time with you.

Mmm, good retort. For the first time mind giving me favourable outcome instead of negative outcome.

Also remembering what Ye said. If there is no chemistry, how can we both stay with each other for nearly 6 hours. If no chemistry, even one hour is difficult.
True. Like I m not keen at all with Si and I don't even entertain him.

The 7thunder cards and Cosmic love all gave good connection. So this week stay with this.

Like today, towards the evening I went down bit into negative mode but I didn't go into it. Shortly thereafter I received his messages. He told me about his hectic day and just msg me before he begins his practices. We chatted a bit. Father, yea. He either message me morning or evening. Just go with the flow this week.

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