Sadhguru - you identify with external because you haven't found any worthwhile within yourselves

Dec 28 eve 1

Just did evening Samyama practices. Feel calmer. At ease.

Just changed my Sunday timer. I decided to do guru pooja and light the shrine on Sunday too. Slowly but surely dismantling the working and non working day thingy; thanks to Y.

Emotion - the juice of life by Sadhguru
There is nothing wrong with your greed; it is just a spiritual process. Meditation is just this - a powerful desire without a goal. If ur desire, if ur energy, become full force, not towards anything, this is meditation.

Soul
Amen.

Emotion - the juice of life by Sadhguru
Guilt is a socially cultivated emotion. It is not a natural thing. We are going through all this simply because we have labelled something as good and something as bad.
Nothing happens out of guilt except causing damage to ourselves - it is focused on u.
The worst guilt that u must suffer from is that u r not living joyfully. Causing suffering to urself is the worst guilt because if I try to cause u suffering to u, u have some defense against it. But if u start causing suffering to urself, this is being totally helpless being. So the worst guilt that u suffer from is, you are torturing an absolutely defenseless being, which is yourself.

Soul
Want to give this to Y cos he suffer most from guilt. But hold back cos not sure if I m doing from compulsion.

Just took a shower, yea it is compulsion. Not sure why I can't have a platonic one with him like I have with others. Mmm, maybe because he is single. Nope, we actually been mentally flirting with each other. He knows it too that's why he called it rubbish and he wants to pull back and so should I. This is the amicable ending we both can have. In future, once we have cooled off, perhaps then we can again have the 12th connection.

Our connection in 12th house. To support each other's spiritual and artistic forces and ability to connect with mystical realms.
Ur influence on each other enhances each other ability to link with spiritual forces in order to find higher resolutions to mundane problems.

Since we have Gemini connection, the relationship will die down when we cool down the communication.

 Emotion - the juice of life by Sadhguru
The reason you identify with ur clothes, homes or something else, is because nothing else worthwhile has been found within urself. U have to cling to something to make urself into something of worth. Otherwise there is no purpose to live on. It is just that people are constantly looking outward. They have never turn inward and looked at the nature of what this is.
U r just this piece of life. It does not need any additions to make it good. This is fine by itself.

Soul
Amen.