Osho - every emotion continously change; just wait for it to change

Jan 15

Woke up okay at 3.50 am upon alarm. The pre-sleep Samyama truly helps.

Y reply my message with this:
U have avoided Sadhguru long enough it seems. Now that you got his attention just be with him.

Soul
Can't say this is the response I want. I don't really like it. I never sought Sadhguru's attention. Never wanted it. This time I just want to sit closer and look at his loving presence. Like sitting with my Shrine at home.

Looks like my dream of being with Y is getting dimmer as that message is telling me to focus on my path. That's why I get bit affronted. Anyway, just remember of my Fighting card.

Life Love and Laughter
Love is the ladder between heaven and hell, but the ladder is always a two-way thing: you can go up, u can come down. If there are poisons, the ladder will bring u down - u will be entering into hell and not into heaven. And instead of attaining to a melody, ur life will become a nauseous noise - conflicting, traffic noise; just a maddening noise - a crowd of many noises with no harmony. U will remain on the verge of madness.
So learn to transform ur poisons into honey. Don't do anything; u only need patience. When anger comes you are not to do anything; just sit silently and watch it. Don't be against it, don't be for it. Don't cooperate with it, don't repress it. Just watch it, be patient, just see what happens.... let it rise.
One day when u wait long enough anger itself becomes compassion.
It is a wheel; It is moving on its own - u are in hurry. Just as night becomes day if u can wait a little, in the same way anger becomes compassion. The same energy - just patience has to be added to it, nothing else.

Soul
Mmm. Something about my Fighting card.l


Life love and laugher
Remember one thing: never do anything in the mood when the poison is possessing you; just wait.
This is one of the basic laws of life - that everything continuously changes into its other. One just have to wait.
When u are negative u do something, the other becomes negative, the other is ready to do something - negativity creates more negativity.
Negativity provokes negativity, anger brings more anger, hostility brings more hostility and things go on and on and on .... and people have been entangled with each other for lives together.
And I m not saying to repress the negative I m saying watch the negative. Don't smile when u are angry. Close the room door and look at urself in the mirror. These are ur climates - u have to be acquainted with them. This is part of growth towards self knowledge. Know thyself means know all the climates, all possibilities - the murderer, the saint, the criminal, the sinner, the virtue, the God, the devil - know all the climates, the whole range of it, and by knowing it you will be discovering secrets, keys.

Soul
Mmm good advice for Two of Hearts.
This is similar to Shiva's message to Pavarthi on human consciousness.

Life love and laughter
Happiness comes and goes. Unhappiness comes and goes. Everything changes, nothing remains permanent.
Don't repress and don't act according to the anger and soon u will see that the face is becoming softer, eyes becoming calmer and energy is changing - the male turning into female...and soon u will be full of radiance.